I SUCK....

Soooooo 2019 is a little over 3 months away and my intentions to write a new blog every month was pretty much an epic fail. There's apart of me that's like whatever and then there's another part of me that's just sad because I suck when it comes to discipline. I don't understand how I can have it in some areas but not in others. It just doesn't make sense! I want to be disciplined in every area of my life!!!!! I do... Do you think Jesus can fix it? How about Iyanla Vanzant? I'm guessing that I am the only one that can fix it. I mean, I know what to do, right? All I have to do is be consistent in doing the little things but that's the problem. It's hard to motivate yourself to do the little things when the vision is BIGGER than anything you could have ever imagined and you just don't know what to do or where to begin...It will and can overwhelm you with fear. The BIG assignment, project, or vision can consume you if you're not careful. Well, let me just say it overwhelms me at time. In fact, I realized something about myself recently and that is, like so many when I get overwhelmed I do nothing. Not a thing! I talk about it because it sounds good and the people listening don't know. And if they did, how many people would really call you on it? That's why you need to have a circle of supporters who don't mind telling you the truth but more importantly, that you find the courage to be honest with yourself as well. Like me, lol! I know I suck!!!! Not a lot; just a little bit! But, there's hope. As long as we are blessed with another day, there is an opportunity to improve. Today is a new day!!! I'm not going to make any promises because that wouldn't be wise;however, I will make an intention to increase the  number of blogs on my site. What you gone do?

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